What I want the most

There are so many things I want; so many things I want to do, to have, to discover, to create, to feel and experience, so many dreams, hopes and expectations.

That may be the reason why I am so lost and confused at times. I want to do so many things knowing that I cannot do everything. Even worse is knowing that I can’t get everything I want. But I am not giving up in trying. I may not get everything, but if I try, at least I will get some - maybe not all of them, but more than I will ever get if I don’t try.

But since I can’t have everything, I would first aim to have what I want the most. And for me, what I want the most is love. 

To love and be loved in return, there is nothing else that I will desire more. But I found that love, like many other things, cannot be found, it finds you. If only love will find me sooner rather than later. If only love can find me now, when I feel like I desperately need it. 

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY